Laurita! :D

Wow what can I say, my intuition never fails. You made her your gf after telling me you didn’t want to be in a relationship. Liar! My heart broke when I found out. But I learned from this, I really did. Thanks though. I felt used but I know that I don’t need you in my life. We used each other but in different ways. I wish you the best but I hope one day you realized what you did and caused. I hope I don’t ever hear of you again.

It comes down to another heart break. YOU, out of all people you awaken something in me I haven’t felt in a long. Now I feel lost, replaced, rejected. I’ve been good to you, why be so distant from me. Why ignore me. I tried having a conversation but it all went wrong. You actually sucked at it but I look beyond on what is the obvious but that you will never understand. I hate what I did, I hate how I feel used, but how could I since I did all the work. I wish I could just start all over, I miss you. I think about you a lot. I wished you could get to know me better and make me your girlfriend. Why did you let me do what I did for nothing. I simply like you for you. Don’t know what to feel and what to think anymore. Don’t know what will happen between us. I’m just a lost soul. 

Now that I finally moved on from him. I meet you, thought you were different but obviously didn’t realize what you actually thought of me. I like you but you think me liking you its worthless. You’re right you’re right. My bad. Another wrong guy in my life. GLAD I did turn down all those times. You probably were lame at it, regardless.

I love you & miss you. No comparison. She needs to leave you and go away. Ughhh!!!

I actually fell in love with you. No other guy has made me felt, how you did. Best friends to great lovers, now NOTHING. I miss you so much and wish we go back to normal. I’m just not sure if I will ever have to guts to talk to you or forgive you. I still love you, I gave you all I could, did not ask anything in return. This is us now strangers. I hope you never feel what I felt. Sometimes I get really sad to think of us, but then I think Ha…leaving me for an older woman, how smart. Hope you have a great life, and hope to forget you one day, just how you forgot about me. 

Lost

I feel lost & empty. I just want to wake up from this nightmare:(

Opportunity

I am very glad of what I have come across. 
Slowly but surely things are falling into place. Thank god! (: